september mama

today it became obvious to me that my boss has no idea that i do not intend to come back to work after this baby is born.

it puts me in a really shitty situation, because i don't want to point it out too early and have to deal with the wrath of a bitchy boss, but at the same time, preparing them early will make it easier for us all to transition when the time comes... she actually said something about how she'll have to 'take over while [i'm] gone' but that she's glad it will be summer (may)... and i had to bite my tongue not to say "ha!! you think i'll be here all the way through may? are you nuts?!" but that's how i felt, and i got a little peeved that she thinks i would wait until the last minute to take leave for something this important. i swear the woman thinks she owns me. well, i look forward to the revelation in march or april that i will never be coming back...

but seriously, in this day and age does she really think i can afford child care on the crappy salary they pay me?! it wouldn't come close to being worth it (nevermind that i disagree with it anyway). i don't get it.

so yeah, i'm kind of annoyed. it just makes me want to be snippy and just march in there and say "oh by the way, i'm done here. thanks for nothing." grr.