september mama

i find myself wondering every time i go into the bathroom whether i will find that i've got my period after all. it's not that i'm paranoid--because i am ok with that if it happens--but it is a strange feeling to be so "on the lookout" for it for the opposite reason i am used to.

matt took it really well last night. he just seemed confused, like me... he didn't freak out at all. i was glad for that, though i realized i was secretly hoping he would be overjoyed at the news. i think today he is more settled with it and seems almost happy. almost :)

i'm doing some research on various things and ordering pregnant yoga videos on netflix now...