last night i had another nightmare based almost entirely in a furious jealousy (this makes 3). i dreamed that matt was really interested in a girl in his class, to the extend that he started hiding things from me and chatting with her secretly, and me here pregnant... in the dream i slapped him (that makes twice) because i was so angry i didn't know what else to do. i started having feelings along the lines of "does he want us? does he care that i am having his baby?" and it was baaaaaad. i woke up so relieved that it was imagined. i don't know what's up with these jealous, angry dreams. and the chick wasn't even pretty.
my lovely doula mama cass gave me some raspberry leaf tea (among many other things) and i started drinking it yesterday... and magically i am FAR less nauseous than i was last week. the past two days have actually been OK--not fantastic, but not bad like before--and i'm pretty impressed. could be the tea or just me getting better, but i'm not about to stop drinking it now.
also, i am REALLY sentimental these days. i can't even read about birth without crying. i went to http://www.birthingfromwithin.com and read some articles, and man i was taken by surprise with the tears! sheesh. apparently i'm starting to get emotional... watch out.
my lovely doula mama cass gave me some raspberry leaf tea (among many other things) and i started drinking it yesterday... and magically i am FAR less nauseous than i was last week. the past two days have actually been OK--not fantastic, but not bad like before--and i'm pretty impressed. could be the tea or just me getting better, but i'm not about to stop drinking it now.
also, i am REALLY sentimental these days. i can't even read about birth without crying. i went to http://www.birthingfromwithin.com and read some articles, and man i was taken by surprise with the tears! sheesh. apparently i'm starting to get emotional... watch out.
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