little one in the background?

ok i know this is kind of a crazy thing to say out loud, but i think rowan has a little sister. lately i've been getting impressions of *another* soul/baby/whatever in addition to the one currently residing in my belly. she seems impatient.

this other one is spunkier and more impulsive or whimsical than rowan feels to me. and i think she has darker hair, maybe even dark brown. the weirdest part is that i really think we--me and matt--already have a name for her; i think SHE is 'ivy virginia' (a name we considered for rowan).

where my impressions of rowan are always of her as a relatively graceful pre-teen or teen, this other one appears to me as a precocious 7 year old.

really, i know i sound like a nutcase... but it wouldn't be the first time, haha.

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