last night i had a crazy dream!
i decided i needed to take the baby out of me for a minute, so (somehow, it's not really clear) i got her out and put her on the bathroom counter of my old house, still inside the amniotic sac and everything... she was not really human-looking because she was so underdeveloped, all slimy and pink and gross... and i was looking at her and saying "wait her heart isn't beating" and that's when i realized the cord was broken. so i freaked out and held the two pieces together and right away her heart started pumping again and everything was fine... except it was spilling fluids a little bit since i couldn't get a perfect seal.
so i sat there holding it and wondering how i was going to fix it, and thinking "how i am going to get her back into my belly to finish growing?" and it became very clear that it was a terrible idea to take her out in the first place. i had no idea what to do because she definitely wasn't ready yet. then the dream changed.
i decided i needed to take the baby out of me for a minute, so (somehow, it's not really clear) i got her out and put her on the bathroom counter of my old house, still inside the amniotic sac and everything... she was not really human-looking because she was so underdeveloped, all slimy and pink and gross... and i was looking at her and saying "wait her heart isn't beating" and that's when i realized the cord was broken. so i freaked out and held the two pieces together and right away her heart started pumping again and everything was fine... except it was spilling fluids a little bit since i couldn't get a perfect seal.
so i sat there holding it and wondering how i was going to fix it, and thinking "how i am going to get her back into my belly to finish growing?" and it became very clear that it was a terrible idea to take her out in the first place. i had no idea what to do because she definitely wasn't ready yet. then the dream changed.
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