paranoia?

ok. i was just about to post that i didn't feel her moving in the usual way last night (she is really active between 830-10pm like clockwork) and that i'm going to give it until this afternoon before i call the birth center to ask if i should be worried...

and just this minute she starting giving me really faint thumps. still not like usual, but at least she is moving. if i don't feel something significant today, or if tonight's playtime is absent, i am going to listen to my paranoia.

it's so annoying to be on both sides of the fence... i really do *know* everything is going to be fine with this pregnancy, and yet i let myself worry anyway. blah. maybe i should spend that worry energy asking her to move around more instead.

yesterday traci pointed out that i haven't been talking about birth much lately (i am usually tirelessly blabbing about it), and it started me thinking about why that might be. i suspect it's because i feel an impending decision coming, and one that is not in my control. i have my 24 week appt next tuesday, so we'll see what happens then.

also i have been caught up with other stuff that is distracting me. we might be moving to 5 acres in high springs soon, so i've had a lot to think about! :) more details later when i know more.

0 Response to "paranoia?"

Post a Comment