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strange asides (pic heavy)

some good(?) things have come out of this new-job-preparation state i find myself in. i almost feel a sort of mild nesting impulse, if you can imagine that.

the first thing: terrariums. (yes, that is grammatically correct.) oh. my. word. they are addictive! i realized that because my office has no windows, and less because i work in forestry, i definitely need some plants in my space. but the no-windows thing sort of poses a problem, no? enter MOSS. velvety, otherworldly green, beautiful, beautiful moss. it happens to love shade. so i found a nice little DIY kit on etsy and ordered it for myself. i have a slight obsession with containers--boxes, jars, bottles, etc--so i happened to have a stash of suitable terrarium enclosures on hand... then i went outside into the woods and gathered up rocks, lichen/mushroom-covered branches, and forest trinkets, and last night i assembled it all together into the most amazing, wonderful, dreamy little ecosystems i have ever seen. i am in love. i just want to stare at the moss and shrink myself so i can live inside the jars and roll around on it. (incidentally, i am positive i was a dryad in a previous lifetime...) here's a few pics, but trust me when i tell you they do NOT do justice to these magnificent specimens.

jar (above and below) is about 10" diameter - big!

i thought the quartz was a nice touch


the mini. it has a little stick with lichen growing on it :)

next, and quite clearly related, is plants. every now and then i get really gung-ho about plants. i love them all the time, but sometimes i want to surround myself with them more than others. right now, when i think about my office, i imagine lots of plants. (sort of related: today i was reading a blog about how to "zen" your office, and it was very big on removing clutter, photos, art, etc to create a very bare japanese-style atmosphere, and as much as a clutter-free space appeals to me, i just kept thinking "well... no." i'm going for cozy and personality-infused, which for me is a somewhat eclectic and a lot whimsical. i have plans to buy 6 amazing prints from an etsy artist, as well as showcasing at least one of matt's pieces and sporting pics of the kids on my desk. take that, zen!) so i did some research on low-light/indoor happy plants, and found that my favorite little creeper ivy, hedera helix, is a very indoor-friendly plant. then i realized i was going to have to pay a silly amount of money for one, so i immediately vowed that my budget for non-moss plants is $0. and promptly scored some for free thanks to my mom's keen powers of observation and willingness to borrow ("propagate") local landscaping. she also shared a few other plants with me, some pothos and a rose cactus. i dug around in the woods and found a really neat rotting bit of oak that had nice little nooks to perfectly fit a few tendrils of ivy, and i am hoping they like their new home and make me proud.

there's a little bit of orchid/bromeliad stuffed in the end too, but i'm not sure it is alive.

then come the hair revisions. i haven't mentioned this, but ever since the last cut (back in june?) i have been editing my hair without the aid of a stylist or other helper. i used to DIY hair the last time i kept it short, but that was over 5 years ago... i thought i was going to be a normal person and just make regular salon trips these days, but apparently not. so i've had a "new" haircut about once a week, making little changes and playing with the style. tonight, after a very specific inspiration, i took up the scissors in a more serious way than i have previously, and i am in love with the results. i've been toying with the prospect of a pixie cut f o r e v e r but was always a little bit hesitant, so i found myself obsessing over finding the exactly perfect cut before i would commit... which really only lead to folders-worth of pics of hairstyles clogging my computer. i stare at them, and none of them are just right, so i keep looking and wasting my time. well, as ridiculous as it is to admit this, i found my perfect hair while half-watching tv at my parents' house today: dinner for schmucks. stephanie szostak. yes! so i grabbed the scissors and here we are.
thank you, thinning shears! i don't hate you after all.

i actually cut the fringe a tad bit shorter after i took these pics.

yes, i know it's crooked. that was intentional.

did i mention that since my natural color has grown out, i've found grays?! more than i expected to see. but they seem to be... gathering... mostly in one spot near my temple/part line, so it's actually pretty cute. i have a shiny streak beginning! having short hair makes me almost want to play with dye again, but i am kind of really enjoying my natural color, grays and all. i forgot how multi-tonal and highlight-prone my hair is. anyway.

my now-ex-boss took the news pretty well. i was so afraid to read his email that i made a coworker do it first, but it basically just said 'wow that sucks but you're great and that's life' so i guess it could have been worse. i haven't actually seen him yet, though, so i am sure my guilt will have a resurgence when that happens. the good news is i will be done with the major/difficult stuff before i go, so the next person should have it pretty easy. fucker. ha.

on to the children. our new nanny seems to be a great fit, so that's a relief. i hope her kids are ok with the transition; we're taking it slow at first, but it is still a lot to adjust to a new environment and new interactions. liam has been trying very hard to say several words (kai, shoe, poop, dog, ball) and he now has 8 teeth, all of a sudden. he really does think he can swim, which is both amusing and alarming at the same time (because he can't, but tries anyway). rowan is doing fantastically well with the potty; we've progressed to pooping in it now. she only has accidents if she is tired or trying to piss me off. i don't think i mentioned rowan's first pony ride was two weeks ago... she was so into it! no fear whatsoever and she did great with balance and all that. (i may not ever have mentioned this, what with all the pregnancy and babies and whatnot, but i have been riding horses since i was 4 or 5 and got my own at age 12... it was the best thing ever. i've decided that as soon as rowan is old enough to clean a stall, she can have a pony.) of course liam was jealous and excited over the whole situation, so i let him pet one of the horses, which he kept loudly proclaiming was a "cat." haha.

so freaking cute!

and here's a pic of liam in the interest of balance:

that was a bitch to wash off

happy days on the 'farm'

(all taken today)

rowan on her crazy playset


king rooster doing a dance


just a hen


marge and butters


rowan admiring the new chicks


the new chicks - 3 rhode island and 3 mutts


the pile of new bunnies! 7 of them


apple blossom



it's been a month

...since i last posted?! terrible.

liam is 3 months old and very much a big boy lately. physically and in terms of his interactions with other humans. i swear he will be talking by 6 months old... and he's really stable with his torso so i expect he should be sitting around when rowan did (20 weeks), if not earlier. his bedtime routine is like clockwork; we do bath and bed right after rowan goes down, and both kids are out by 630. it's amazing. but he has been waking a lot recently (every 4 hours, down from about 8 hours a few weeks ago) and i'm not sure why, but i'm hoping he settles down soon. he's also drooling a lot and eating his hands so we may have entered teething phase #1... *cringe*


rowan is using multiple-word phrases and pronouncing things very well lately. she is all about coloring, watching movies, and riding her toy unicorn all over the house. her hair is long enough to pigtail and some days she even lets me :). she recently had a few tumbles and scored some serious scrapes on her nose AND a massive ugly bruise on one cheek... it was a rough week.


matt is starting a 4-day, 10-hour shift for the next 3 months which will have him home friday, saturday, and sunday... it's nice, though i worry about how bored i know he will be. matt+boredom=annoying. and of course he never wants to do any of the projects i suggest he fill his time with, so it's kind of hopeless. i just have to resign myself to the fact that he will be monopolizing the computer for at least one full day per week, watching stupid movies on netflix instant play. ugh.

butters still hasn't had her calf, and she's huge. i worry about how much bigger she can get before that belly just plops to the ground. and day by day marge is looking rounder too... we'll see what happens. the downside to having a "farm" was evidenced to me this morning when i went out to feed the chickens: one of the rabbits decided to birth without a proper nest, so i was greeted by two dead baby bunnies in her cage. not a nice way to start the day :(. one looked like he might have come out that way, but the other was still soft and had likely died less than an hour before i went out there. it's really depressing... he was probably just too cold. the odd thing is that she only had two. rabbits like her usually have 8-10 kits per litter... ?? the point is, dead bunnies are really sad and it sucks to have to face harsh realities and deal with them sometimes. sigh.

we are getting 8--yes EIGHT--eggs every day, such that our fridge is overflowing with them. i try to use about 3-4 a day, but we still have surplus. hoping to trade someone for them, but not sure who/what for/how to go about that. i think i might start with craigslist... the garden is full of greens and root veggies because matt plants in the opposite season by accident every year, but they are growing beautifully so i'm not complaining. looking forward to lots of, er, turnips. and beets. and kale. in the spring. lol.

i'll try to post more often. i've been using my free time to knit...

two weeks old



i'm tired.

we've had an eventful few days, i think. tuesday my mom and i went and got rowan her last set of free photos (my one-year membership with the company ended):
such a big girl lately

...which meant a trip to the mall and, since we were in gville anyway, target. i got a mattress for the toddler bed and a potty chair for little miss. she LOVES the new bed--all set up with her cute dragonfly sheet set--though she hasn't slept on it yet. she has, however, figured out how to safely dismount from it, even if she can't get up onto it herself yet. so far she likes to pretend to sleep on it and put her baby doll to sleep on it. at least she gets the idea.

the potty is a hit too, to my delight and surprise! the first time i put her on it she strained to produce two drops of pee, and i was shocked. we've been sitting on it several times a day, either when i have a hunch or just because... yesterday after her nap she started farting, so i whisked her in there and she pooped on the potty quite happily! i was really, really happy about that (especially since we are back to 100% cloth diapers, lol). we made a big fuss and she seemed to get it, sort of. i'm not attached to the idea that she knows what's up or will continue to do it, i'm just riding the luck for now. no need to get serious with something that i want her to be comfortable about.

wednesday we spent the day at my late great-grandmother's home, helping to make some of her possessions disappear. i brought home a recliner for our now-complete living room (we have two places to sit!), a totally awesome, seriously vintage sewing table with built in sewing machine, some quirky 1960s drinking glasses, and a bunch of bakeware. tomorrow we're picking up a spare bed and a table and chairs for outdoors. and an upright vacuum. i felt like i had been to a great flea market and scored stuff at the best price ever... despite the pangs of seeing pics of my grandmother about the place. i have to say though, i know she would want family to take everything we can before the estate sale gives it to strangers. after "shopping" most of the day, i came home and organized/rearranged furniture and stuff to fit it all in. one of my most favorite things to do (really).

yesterday... i did something yesterday but i can't really remember now. rowan hasn't been going to bed well lately. tonight it took me FIVE tries to get her to accept bedtime--no idea why. last night was not as bad, but bad enough. oh, yesterday was the milking injury, that's right. to summarize: the cow barely missed stomping on my belly. it sucked a lot. and it (all) still hurts. also yesterday rowan surprised me with her ability to follow instructions... she was wandering the living room, and i asked her very specifically to: come into the kitchen, pick up daddy's socks (which she had left there), and put them in mommy's room; and she did it! i didn't have to repeat myself. multi-part instructions are mastered :). later, she was watching the grover disco DVD while i cleaned the laundry room, and they were doing this silly dance when i heard her squealing, so i came out and hid behind the couch to watch her actually do all the steps from a seated position! it was unbelievable. i mean, yes, she knows all those body parts and whatnot, but to see her to it right, and on cue, was amazing. she would twist back and forth instead of turning around, and she tilted her head instead of falling down, but she clearly knew what she was doing. needless to say, we sang that song all day so i could watch her do it over and over. lol.

i had wacky dreams last night that i don't want to get into, and today i baked a slew of items; sourdough pretzels, two loaves of bread, one loaf of sourdough. and i made yogurt. i need to make butter again--cream is piling up. we have too much milk. this morning rowan and i went with my mom to help her clean her church, and rowan slipped on the freshly-mopped floor and slammed her head on it... it was traumatic. in the bath tonight, she stood up (which i am always bitching at her about) and slipped, and went fully under the water for a second, on her back. that is an image i fear i will never get out of my head... she was staring up in panic through the water, somehow knowing not to breathe in but unable to help herself up. she would have drowned in no time at all if i hadn't been right there to yank her up. it was really fucking scary... i'm getting upset just remembering it.

blah. so today is over, and i am tired. i think i'm going to sleep now and hope i don't have any dreams... i'd rather just pass out cold for once. unfortunately that is highly unlikely. *sigh*

belly pic, 29? weeks

a tooth!

since i last posted about rowan, she is eating solids, sitting up by herself, and she has a tooth! yesterday in the NICU waiting room she had her mouth hanging open and i saw a little sliver of white in there and when i felt it it was sharp! it already cut through, so i'm hoping that is why she was having the night-waking issues lately, but who knows. it's just barely poking out of her gums :)

she's eating food twice a day, breakfast and dinner, and loves it. she eats bananas, oatmeal, avocadoes, carrots, sweet potatoes, butternut squash, and pears. and i've given her homemade almond milk which she also likes quite well. she's teaching herself to pick up the sippy cup but most of the time she just throws it across the room.

she's really cute and has handled my absence lately very well, which i am grateful for. karen and my neighbor have been watching her and she's always good for them. her 'pops' (matt's dad) was here early in the week also and she had fun playing with him and daddy while i was visiting melissa at the hospital.

she's 6 months old (24 weeks) today!



21 weeks old (5+ months)

my baby is growing up :(

she is learning to sit up by herself these days, and today she finally decided eating is OK. she was opening her mouth for the banana/oatmeal mush i made her... it was very exciting. she also likes to pound on things with her hands, especially a crinkly book she has:



i think she is resolving her sleep issues, if i dare to say so, since the last few days she's had very long naps and she hasn't woke up until 2am (but a few times then afterwards). i really hope we're just in a phase, because i miss sleeping all night!

we went to a corn maze last week with my neighbor and her 7-month old. it was interesting, and not made of corn. they use some kind of sugar cane or bamboo grass that grows 15 ft tall... i guess corn is too expensive, ha. rowan liked walking through the dim passageways, especially when the wind blew and made the stalks swish. she'd make oooohs and ahhhs about. it was cute. it made me understand just how disorienting a labyrinth can be though; i've never been in one before. without the sun overhead you really do lose your way easily...

while there, i had my first truly "public" experience breastfeeding. sure, i walk through publix with her nursing under a sling, but this was different--pretty much right out in the open except when i could get her hat to cover me. it was interesting... it didn't bother me, per se, but i felt a little weird on behalf of the people around us. thankfully they ALL had children so i figure they can't have been too shocked. all in all i will try to avoid it in the future just because i am kind of shy anyway, but it wasn't mortifying or anything. and i don't really care who else was uncomfortable; part of me thinks i should do it more often just to 'normalize' it for others, you know, to further the cause :).

20 weeks, looking like daddy

portraits

last week my mom and i took her to the mall for a free portrait session and a free 10x13 thanks to a coupon from a friend... of course when we were done i bought a discount membership *sigh*

she was in a grumpy mood for most of it so we only got a few photos, but they are pretty cute (click the pic to view all):

14 weeks

the membership came with 3 free sheets (one per session) so i figure this will cover xmas and her 1st birthday photos :)

my favorite one is the angry face under the pink blanket, lol.

summer baby


12 weeks

she's a month old


i finally got one of her impossibly adorable smiles on camera... *melt*

two weeks old

nursery before and after

i'm not sure if i ever posted true "before and after" pics of rowan's room, so here you go. i love how well it turned out!

BEFORE...



AFTER..!








now we just need the stinkin' baby to put in it... *sigh*

um... (humor)

fail owned pwned pictures

belly pics! and more

last night nate and i went on a trek through the woods to take some photos. they came out really great overall!

check out the flickr album

this is my favorite one:


we're going to take some more on sunday, i think. i will have a pretty henna design on the belly by then, so that should be neat!

anyway i'm sure i have more to say but i can't think of anything right now, so maybe i'll come back later.

belly pic, 23+ weeks


woooowooo check out that watermelon! i swear i don't really feel THAT big...

good news though, we have been talking about names and i think we are making progress. matt really dislikes 'lily'--sigh--but now that i know why i am more ok with it. he feels that it is too soft, kinda weak, and way too feminine and lacking spunk; he wants her to have a "powerful" name, which i can understand though i'm not completely sure what his definition of that is. to me soft can be strong too, but he's a boy so maybe he is confusing strong with powerful. he's also a big fan of androgynous names, which i am open to, but not totally excited about. he liked river. we both liked ivy (his suggestion). so we are inching closer... i feel better knowing that he's thinking about it and wants to participate actively instead of just tossing around veto power. haha.

:)

week 19 belly pic

finally i managed to get a pic of my enormous belly for the record. and look how long my hair is! wee...
it looks like i am carrying really high, but i think that's just the photo angle because nate is so tall! i feel the baby below my belly button and on the right side, most of the time. i am sad to say that i am slowly losing my waist, however. i seem to be carrying kinda wide, to my great surprise (my mom was straight out with me--teeny waist preserved the whole time--and wide with my sister).

soon i won't be able to wear those jeans at all... right now i zip them about halfway and rubber band the button hole! lol.

anyway there it is. behold the belly.

first belly pic, almost week 10

i was NOT that bulbous a few weeks ago.